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some photos during chalet
courtesy of vivien sng ((:


kerri and i (:



gabriel (:


vivien darling and i ((: notice the very clear complexion? haha.



im so lazy to upload any more.





side track , i miss stefanie chen alot!
i miss renee oei too
and nurul iman.
):
dang.





and im seeing my baby tmrw.





have a goodnight everyone.


-out

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& you make it all worthwhile;

__ chilling

yo world (:
im so chilled and refreshed aft the O's.
today's PAE registration day and my wonderful mummy's doing everyth for me.
including the choosing of which sch im going to.
cos i rlly dont care.
so now, i shall update you on wat you've been missing out on yo.

TWENTIETH:: it was a bright and sunny morning. rushed to sch by bus. was so sleepy la. *makes a face* couldnt wait for 9oclock to arrive. 9am spelt freedom. the paper was alright. made a silly mistake for chem but at least I dint do harm to my mole concept. (so wat if u got full marks for mole in s3 stef?) haha. Only because I had a wonderful tutor the day before to teach me that particular question. And I just got lucky. Aft the paper, I went with the aspen ppl to mrs tee’s house for lunch and chilling session. She cooked spaghetti for us. Yummy (: then we played two rounds of UNO that took two hours! But had loads of fun. It was realie fun (: then met vann aft tht. She came over to my crib and played the piano while I got ready to go out. She realized she left her wallet on the bus. And jeez, she wasn’t the least anxious. Omg la. So well, her wallet had travelled all the way to frigging SEMBAWANG. So we travelled like kukoos all the way. Got her wallet then went to eat CAVANA. It was good but I felt bloated. Headed to PS to shop and arcade. When I got home at night, I puked. Sucks la. Stupid chicken.

TWENTYFIRST:: couldn’t sleep the whole night. My head was spinning and everyth was just in slow mo. Felt like some ass fed me alcohol and I was flying. It was terrible. When morning came, I puked somemore. This time, it was so much. Yuck. Spent the whole day in bed. Vann came over to be a nurse (: thanks yo. The day jst passed so effing slowly. Puked one more time.

TWENTYSECOND:: feeling better in the morning. So I decided to go color my hair with vann. So we headed to the nearest salon. Mummy called and she said the woman said that it’ll only be 30bucks regardless of colors. So fine. Off we went. Aft two hours of torture to our hair, the results were mindblowing. The first thought that came to my head abt vann’s was lian. Mine was harajuku. I jst knew that boy stef would definitely say that. (needless to say, I was correct) when we were abt to pay, the lady said that we had to pay 60 each. Wat la. I was ticked man. She calculated everyth for us. But bloody, she was so out to cheat us. Damn. Then again, we couldn’t not pay right? So we just had to give tht @^%&@#^%* our money. Wells. Then chen called and asked me to go over to costa asap cos it was gna be boring at night. So fine la. I packed my stuffs and headed dwn to costa. When I reached, the first person I saw was Stefanie. And the first word I heard was HARAJUKU. Hahah. (like we all knw, she has a fetish for harajuku boys.) hahaha. Kerri and calvin were there alr too. (: exciting. Then sheena and sab came, followed by viv and her fren, ben. (oo, that rhymes) played bridge like mad and mahjong too. The silly self-proclaimed mahjong queen dint even win a single game. So funny. Then night fell, and we were all so bored. Viv was hungry so I asked weijie to help us buy food. <33 he bought Indian rojak for us to eat. While they ate, weijie and I headed to the beach. Vann joined in too and she played with fire. (wat’s new?) then that stupid boy tried to burn my facial hair (read: eyebrows and lashes. I don’t have a moustache) and oh my. Some bits of my hair got burnt. Woah. I got so grumpy la. I stormed back to the chalet and soon aft a nice warm shower, I fell asleep. Through the night, tht calvin and stefanie were yakking non stop. Apparently they said ben snored but no, I dint hear a thing. Viv insisted that everyone shut up so that she could sleep. She and her rabbit. Then I heard frm stef that calvin went to watch pple fish and when he got back, he was locked out cos stef fell asleep. Apparently some malay dudes splashed our poor calvin with water. Sigh ):

TWENTYTHIRD:: barbecue day! It was a rlly hot morning. went out for breakfast with viv ben and kerri. Bought the makeshift pits for our bbq at night. While walking back to chalet, I felt realie terrible and I had ear imbalance. So when we got back, I went straight to sleep aft taking my medication. While sleeping, kerri viv ben and stef went home. I only awoke when stef shook me. By that time, calvin was awake too. I vaguely rmbr saying yo to him. Then he said morning yo. Well, according to www.-semicharmed.blogspot.com, it was this.

Rae: Hey yo.
Calv: Yo morning.
-sleeep-
Rae: yo morning.
Calv: yea morning.

We talked for awhile before sheena and mabel came. Played bridge for awhile then I decided to take another nap. By that time, calvin was fast asleep alr. Soon, the bbq wholesale ppl came and tada. Our barbecue could begin. I took a quick shower then started the fire. Of course, the fire was brilliant. Thanks to my wonderful skills. (: then yongkai, gen, elton, gabriel, raph, CANDICE, and ben came. A lot of ppl who were supposed to come, did not come. I was especially upset with someone, but I shant say who. Those who were at the bbq knw who im talking abt yo. While stef was cooking her nonsense, she asked me to be her stool cos her shorts were white. The only reason I obliged was cos of the shorts. Raphael said “eh, that looks wrong man. Thts the last time ure doing that. " hahaha. Then we played some bridge while some watched superstar. at the same time, stef and calv were upstairs wrestling. i mean, seriously, use your brains and THINK. who's gonna win? calvin flipped, punched and kicked stef over a million times. yo stef, calvin is like, two times ur size. go fight with someone ur own size. eg yongkai. hahaha. Raph and CANDICE left aft awhile of cooking. Those two rlly cooked a lot and helped a lot. (: thanks guys ((: rlly appreciate u dudes cming dwn. Oh. The Marists were laughing at YK and stef. HAHAHA. I heard he was such a loser, saying uhm three times. Like the W to the W man. Haha (yo stef?) then it was getting late. Soon there was only five ppl left. Then the shit came. We spent so long thinking of how to pay calvin back. We calculated how much we spent, which was a bombastic $344.20. like omg man. we figured kerri bought so much useless food online. eg the tub of lime and squid. tsk! at 2am, finally everything was settled and we could sleep. the aircon wasnt noisy. jst that someone was sensitive. (:

TWENTYFOURTH:: woke at abt 837am. mabel was alr clearing up the stuffs downstairs. when i went down to check, i found two packets of frozen hotdogs in the freezer. more unfinished food! sigh. ): so wasted la. cleared up then checked out. we headed to macs for breakfast and headed home.



so yeah thats abt it.
tht boy is probably still asleep now while im typing this.
he dint sleep all night la. ):
oh wells.



harajuku (:
-out

__ liberated

its over. ((:
yes, its over.
ohmy.
so exciting!

anyw, an update abt the hist paper.
well, it sucked.
i mean, so many ppl studied gorby only.
you got it, gorby dint come out.
i rmbr renee's look, alison's "die la" look.
but watever man.
its OVER. ;D




anyw. i had dinner with nrl.
it was realie so fun.
we dint knw wat to eat.
so we walked arnd marina sq just looking for somewhere to eat.
aft looking at the directory, we decided on sushi.
sakae was full house, so we thought maybe genki.
for some reason, genki was nowhere that we could find.
so i suggested that suki sushi place.
so we queued and almost instantly, we got our seat.
the waiter asked if we wanted ice cream.
we said "what? oh yeah.. okay."
then we sat down. and saw a steamboat and barbecue thingy on our table.
we just stared at each other.
then we figured, watever la.
lets just eat this for the fun of it.
who cares abt the price?
and hell, we had FUNFUNFUN.
barbecuing chicken, beef and that gyoza! (:
the tom yam soup was so disgusting though.
we wasted so much food la.
just that they dint catch us. haha.
i stuffed the beef between plates
hahaha.
anyw. then we decided it was ICE CREAM TIME.
then we saw these ice cream mixture things.
we were thinking, wat on earth were they.
then i thought we were supposed to fry our ice cream.
but we decided not to act smart.
so nrl asked the waiter for help.
and he was realie nice to demonstrate for us.
well, the part we used to bbq our chicken was converted into this cold top
its so cold that ice was forming on it!
then we pour our ice cream mixture on it,
let it freeze, then keep scrapping it till it becomes
ICE CREAM!
man, the waiter made it look so easy.
nrl and i were frantically trying to scrape the frozen shit off.
hahah.
well, at least we had the tiramisu one.
so yummy, i tell you.
and guess wat, the best part abt it was the price.
i knw for some ppl, $23.60 is expensive.
but for us, it was like, so cheap.
we were expecting $50 each.
haha. no shit. (:
$23.60 is frigging cheap considering the amt of fun we had.
right nrl? ;D
despite not getting to play pool cos the effing house rule was that we needed to have our ICs.
we (smartly) left our ICs with our entry proof AT HOME.
so watever.
we werent pissed at all, cos the ice cream was still exciting.
so we shopped and talked.
after a while, we met zidd and maryam at citilink.
and nrl tried on two prom dresses.
and holy hell, she looked HOT. (:
if she thinks she's fat, wat am i man.
(so dump me. ): )


anyw. i realie had so much fun.
and i just woke up. (notice the time.)
i cant get back to sleep, so i decided to blog.


maybe 'cos i miss you.



photos of nrl and i frying ice cream will be uploaded soon.
or at least when she sends them.
;D



-out

__ the last four days

ohmy.
time realie flies. (:
so quickly.
its already 17th nov.
its the day of FREEDOM for most of us.
yes, i knw i have a paper on the 20th.
but still, i'll be playing by tonight.
(:


stuff for chalet arent even planned.
cant help it if VIVIEN SNG is such a lazy bum.
HAHA.
sigh. i have such lazy frens.
including STEFANIE
dudes, learn from me man. ((:




history's in the afternoon.
if gorbachev or cold war or war in the pacific doesnt come out.
i'll just stand up and walk out of the hall.



i heard frm daniel smth funny happened in VJ.
some dude stood on his chair and started shouting aft the last paper.
and he took his entry proof and tore it into confetti and threw it up in the air.
HAHAHA.


asher, i know ure reading this.
HAHAHA.
you silly dude.






i hope i survive through the one and a half hour paper later.
*crosses my fingers*



-out

__ geog

sigh.
four more papers to go.
geog's later so three more
by the end of today.
i realie cant wait
minghao's screaming at me now over MSN.
telling me that he's FREE.
(read: meow, shuddup)


and here i am,
mugging for amath
which is tmrw.
my last chance to redeem my A1.
right now, the grade's hovering at a B3.
like shit shit shit.
double triple shit.
sigh.



O's has made me become the pessimistic person i am now.
like wat if i fail my o's?
i dont wanna retake!!!
i cannot end up with more than 20points.
ohmy.





shall study abit before i head to pp to meet vivien.
gonna go through more geog before the paper.

then its amath.
then effing gorbachev.
cold war.
hitler.
china.
maozedong.
the great leap forward.


i cant wait to burn my TEXTBOOKS.
grrr.



-out

_ depressed

im a depressed soul.




): ): ):

__ (:

i have exactly one week to freedom.
somehow im still slacking now.
even though amath is tmrw.
im realie not confident of that paper
)):


ah wells.
watever.




on a lighter note.
chalet's approaching!
cant wait.
(((:




off to study amath.


-out

__ geog

ohmy.
i just checked.
i only have 6papers left.
;D i couldnt be anymore happy.


geog was such a piece of shit.
like watever, eff you cambridge.
no rivers?
boo you man.
well.
actually i dont knw why im complaining
cos i could do the other questions
and managed to do four qns.
ah wells.




The heavens opened up to me
The day that we met
I saw it deep inside ur eyes
Thru all that u did and all that u said
Cuz I was scared and u brought me close
Held me tight so that I would know
That u were never gna leave my side
Its now that I realized
how im so in love w/u
Its a feeling that I never knew
I lose my breath and my knees go weak
When u take my hand and kiss my cheek
Ur eyes, ur kiss, ur laugh, ur touch, ur smile
Its a kinda thing that makes life worth while
There are no words that could even describe
How it feels to have u in my life



took that from STEFANIE baby.
but i loved it.
so just thought i'd rip it.
LOVE LOVE.


-out

renee looks like a perv.
trying to lick me.
cant help it if im pretty.

oh and stef looks hungry
wats new? (:


<3

stupid camwhores. posing with MY sunflowers.

i was forced to take this. ):

study date sucked like anyth.

was so super distracted.

probably cos its a saturday and parkway is packed.

oh wells.

to viv and stef:: thanks for being there for me when i needed u guys. (: <3s

someone is being missed

he just doesnt know it.

was i wrong from the start?
maybe i shouldnt have loved again.

this was taken at OLPS. by that silly fets.

Ocean's apart day after day
And i slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If i see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That i thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, i taste the tears
But i can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if i'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy

-out

__ i love stefanie

if i dint put this boy's photo up,

he's gonna scold me.

so i better post it.

i love you baby. ((:

study date again tmrw.

and me, you and viv shall get pretty new shorts! ;D

<3s

look at that renee.

so act laa. goshh.

and see that cute thing behind? ((:

oh wells.

mep was alright.

one more paper down.

it will be over soon before u knw it.

and then i'll wish it hadnt passed so quickly.

though i want you.

maybe waiting is better.

but then again, how long can i wait for?

(no stef, ure not telling forever and ever)

i know ure busy.

but im sure u can make time for me?

i do miss you.

another LONG study date tmrw..

&yawns

no prizes for guessing who im studying with.

-out

_ do i make you proud

I've never been the one to raise my hand,
That was not me and now that's who I am
Because of you - I am standing tall

My heart is full of endless gratitude,
You were the one, the one to guide me through,
Now I can see and I believe it's only just beginning

This what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud?
Stronger then I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud?

I guess I've learnt
To question is to grow
That you still have faith
Is all I need to know

I learnt to love
Myself despite of me
And I've learnt to walk
The road that I believe

This what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud?
Stronger than I've ever been, now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud?


Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proud?

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
(The only question)
Is do I make you proud?
(Is do I make you proud?)
Stronger than I've ever been, now
(Stronger than I've ever been)
Never been afraid of standing out
(Never been afraid)
Do I make you proud?

This is what we dream about
(This is what we dream about)
But the only question with me now
(The only question)
Is do I make you proud?
(Is do I, do I)
Stronger than I've ever been, now
(Stronger than I've ever been)
Never been afraid of standing out
(Do I make you proud?)
Do I make you proud?
(Do I?)

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proud?




do i make you proud, baby?

__ first november

had my bio paper in the morning.

;D it was alright.

though i kinda hated the essay questions.

but watever laas.

thats one more down.

next up is MEP harmony on friday.

all the best to those doing Lit tmrw.

slap that Narayan man.

HAHAHA.

studied with stef and calvin at coffee bean pp.

then nrl and maryam joined us.

alot of stupid things happened laaas. ((:

i mean, with stefanie around.

that little boy has brought me SO MUCH JOY.

(:

-out